Yum, branes. Be back later.

For those who are interested, I just bought my bus ticket from Greyhound. A 2 day trip to Montana.

My car kinda took a crap on my chest, so Wyoming is a dull idea now. But I have been offered a place to stay in Montana not too far from Wyoming. It’ll be great meeting new people. Maybe join a band? Haha, really.

Travel Information

Departing
DAYTON, OH / Jun 1st, 2007 08:20pm

Arriving
LIVINGSTON, MT / Jun 3rd, 2007 02:40pm

Schedule

06/01/07 08:20pm Depart DAYTON, OH
06/01/07 10:25pm Arrive INDIANAPOLIS, IN
06/02/07 03:05am Depart INDIANAPOLIS, IN
06/02/07 05:15am Arrive CHICAGO, IL
06/02/07 08:00am Depart CHICAGO, IL
06/02/07 05:40pm Arrive MINNEAPOLIS, MN
06/02/07 06:05pm Depart MINNEAPOLIS, MN
06/02/07 10:40pm Arrive FARGO, ND
06/02/07 11:30pm Depart FARGO, ND
06/03/07 11:20am Arrive BILLINGS, MT
06/03/07 12:45pm Depart BILLINGS, MT
06/03/07 02:40pm Arrive LIVINGSTON, MT

I want to wish all my friends Ohio the best of luck. Most of all, Brian, I’m really sorry I couldn’t help you with the ticket, but in the end you did find someone. I felt like shit when I found out I couldn’t help you. I hope all goes well back in Utah, I will be two states away, you should come visit sometime. I will be focusing on a few things out there. Until I return, my bfhd is on hiatus. Word.

Memomorabial Weekend

Oh cool three day weekend. Yay, a three day weekend of my balls being tugged back and forth, then finally castrated.

See Friday there was this party someone (name not mentioned for the sake of my life) threw at my apartment. I didn’t really care as long as it stayed in the basement. I’m upstairs, on my computer pretty much during that time. I fall asleep and I wake up. It’s Saturday and $20 of mine is missing.

On Saturday, someone (name not mentioned for the sake of my life) came home to his beer missing. Kudos Aaron. He owes you a transmission anyways, I see that as a fair trade off.

Person G: Wait, opportune moment! Somethings missing, let’s grab more for personal gain.

After that and during that day, our neighbors PlayStation 2 came up missing (which we were borrowing), more money, and my camera. Oh and also my cell phone charger. I know someone that uses my cell phone charger when she’s over, because she has the same cell phone. I’ve never liked that carpet muncher. I’m surprised patches of carpet aren’t missing too.

Someone (name not mentioned for the sake of my life) starts moving his stuff out that day too. Hmm coincidence? Maybe.

I leave this person a voice mail letting him know I’m packing whatever is still there up. He calls me back, leaves me a voice mail saying he’ll kick my ass if I touch his stuff. I can’t risk anymore confrontation so I call the cops.

After he gets back from his mommas the cops show up. It was so funny when the cop told him to grow up and just grab his things. His face was priceless. I wish I had a camera but do remember it was stolen.

With him gone I feel safe so Ricky, Bryan, and I head out for the night. Before we left we set up beer bottle up in the basement window and behind every door just to see if anything is moved.

We’re down at Aaron’s the next day after dropping Ricky off at summer camp and head to Turtle Creek flea market. My car has trouble down there, great, just like Tony the Tiger. Finally after letting it cool down we get back to his house fine. Then we and wait for Brian to get back with Aaron’s parents so I could talk to him.

My car is then looked at. It’s fine, we add some coolant, and it was running fine. On the way back to Brick City. About 10 minutes away on Route 4, my car gets really hot. I get off at the nearest exit. As I’m pulling into this parking lot, I hear something pop then afterwards I can hear my coolant draining.

I get out check out the puddle and it’s dripping severely. I can feel heat all around the motor. Not good at all, smoke, the mix. My head this entire time wasn’t even focused on fixing it. I have plans already set at the end of this week. The timing for this interruption is none the less good. I can either get a plane ticket or bus ride right?

Luckily my step dad is able to get it towed over to his house. I get a ride from my Aunt and Uncle. From there I went to my house over to my cousin’s. I get a ride from him to the apartment.

The front door is unlocked. What the fuck? Alright the way I set it up in the basement window trap was if they tried to get in, and jumped down it would’ve broke some beer bottles under a large piece of wood. None were broken.

I look upstairs afterwards, grabbing the closet weapons, a hammer and a Smirnoff bottle. My Xbox is gone along with some other various items. I’m not even the littlest pissed off. No broken windows, how’d did these people get in? I know who it was, who’s the only other one that had a key? I call the cops again. They finally show up around at midnight.

I get that settled. I really don’t feel safe there so Bryan offers to stay the night. We chill up until probably 2:00am and then I pass out after taking cough medicine.

All in all I’m not at all worried. Hopefully someday this dumbass (name not mentioned for the sake of my life) realizes he ain’t grown. I run thi$ bitch. Damn it feels good to be a gangsta.

Credible Rationing

What the hell is on my mind? When my time my Ohio has less than 5 days left, I begin to notice difference in my thoughts. It’s 5am, I have just been thinking about my flaws. By no means, they are not technically against what I stand for, but what I want to stand for.

Flaws are just another puzzle piece of life. You don’t have to compensate for your flaws. Vaguely you look deeper and deeper finding any fail in any idea at all. Meanwhile you break down and find the positive results.

For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Good thoughts always have a negative one following along, prancing more noticeably, but you mostly ignore them. Call those negative thoughts attention whores. They are horrible and only reek of emotional sadness.

Likewise I have thrown my discarded attention whores into a trashcan in my mind. The trashcan magically grows exponentially while items are added. The staggering height and weight makes it indestructible. But c’mon wouldn’t you want to destroy it?

No I wouldn’t.

Moving to Wyoming for a couple of months, where I have a chance to meet new people, discover the non city life landscapes, and overall just get to relax and focus on what I actually want to do with my life, is no more than a choice.

Is this choice a flaw? Only if I don’t focus on what I want to achieve.

June 1st is my first focus. If I don’t leave by then, it will never get done, because my focus is blindsided. Go damnit go!

jhatGenerator

I basically draw up a little template (volunteers welcome), and then you (or I) add captions pertaining to the body and facial expressions.

Call them comic mad libs.

Rammstein has begun work on a new album!

As most of my friends know, I thoroughly enjoy the hard hitting band Rammstein. As my favorite band, I’ve been researching anything and everything about them (songs I haven’t heard yet, their history, etc.)

While reading the Wikipedia article just now, I saw this:
It has been confirmed that the band has reunited from their vacation and has begun writing a new album, but will not be touring this year.[1]

In other related news, Emigrate, the debut album of Richard Z. Kruspe’s solo project has been scheduled to be released on August 31st, 2007!

In addition you have the chance to get the track “My World” after signing up for the newsletter.

Credit goes to the Herzeleid, the number one source for Rammstein news!

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